What are you afraid of???

So I'm going to write my last exam tomorrow and on Friday I head back home. Very exciting! Can't wait to meet my brother !
Well, I might not miss school but I'll miss something’s about it, like the internet...and the chips! Ha-ha!

Last night I performed one of the songs-first times by the script! To my commune mates it meant a lot to me- since I watch the movie if only I had the idea but I guess I AM AFRAID of failure once again! Last year I had so many plans especially about my talents and so on but only a 1/4 came true, mostly because of the people, environment and so on...and yes myself too!

So I had been feeling less because I don't wanna feel that disappointment again- that's why performing that song last night meant so much to me because it meant, try again.

What are you afraid of? Failure or Success? Is that why you keeping all to you...

Every time I tell people about my talent, they wish to be me...that am why I should use them!

Thursday we are having a talent show at the house, so I'll perform. That would be a proud moment!

Next time we chat, I'll be home!

THE ARGUE TO FEEL

Feelings control the way we live our lives and our environments. The music, clothes, language can be recognition of how one feels and behaves.
In 2009 December I unfortunately lost both my grandparents within two weeks. Just losing my grandpa was pain of its’ own, but a week later my grand mom died. It was worse. The sadder thing was that I couldn’t cry. I had to cry when I realized that I couldn’t cry.
A few months later I got more and more ‘emotionless’. I was. I couldn’t cry or laugh. All I did was pretend!
Until one time I had a chat with a friend of mine. I cried after three months of no emotions. I could say that without that moment, many things in my life could have gone wrong. She told me to be free and to try out new things in my routines. I did –and it did work.
Being emotionless or emotionful could cause deep troubles in our lives and love ones. Some end up falling into unnecessary relationships, self-cutting, drugs and even suicidal thoughts. I’m sure that this haunt we as some points of our lives and we only need to escape from them.
It is very important for us to recognize what make us feel any type of bad emotion; the things that make us rebel, sad, angry, bored, outdriven-what does that to you? Is there any way to escape it? How?
It might seem irrelevant to overcome your fears so to be emotion-free, but it is actually so important. The first ‘good’ emotion you will get is-m self-pride and confidence! Once you have that, you’ll be able to feel. You should hold your good friends and family by your side as they the people who’ll help lift you up!

Gangsters and serial killers come out from being emotionless. They become without emotion to have to kill. The best way to heal this is to find the cause so that we can try to hide away from the cause again.
Feelings are to be felt, we should not hide away from them. We should feel them no matter how good or bad they are and then get help if they are not good for us.

YOUR ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS SHOULD MATCH YOUR ACTIONS.